Aku Yang berdosa~~

Sejauh mana langkah ku di sana

Aku melupakanMu

Seluas mana kau beri padaku

Masih ku angkuh padaMu

Segalanya dusta

Gelap mengaburi ku

Ya Allah apa yang bisa

Ku tebus kepadamu

Atas dosaku

Ya Allah ku hina terasa

Biarku bersujud

Untuk ke syurgaMu

apew nie...??? i hate this feeling..!!!
perasaan yg xtentu arah...yg mmbuatkan kite seringkali berase serbe slh atas persekitaran skeliling..merasakn dri seringkali tidak diendahkan dan tidak diambil peduli...aku benci perasaan nie..!!!!!

you are everything for me...

Jetsetter
Gogetter
Nothing better.

Call me Mr. been there done that
Top model chick to your every day hood rat
Less than all but more than a few
But I've never met one like you

Been all over the world
Done a little bit of everything
Little bit of everywhere
With a little bit of everyone
All the girls I've been with
Things I've seen it takes much to impress
But sure enough your glow it makes your soul stand out from all the rest, baby.

I could be in love
But I just don't know (don't know, girl)
Baby one thing is for certain
Whatever you do is working
Other girls don't matter
In your presence can't do what you do
There's a million girls around but I don't see no one but you 

Girl you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this

You're not a regular girl
You don't give a damn about the loot
Talking about I can't do for you
But you can do for yourself
Even though that ain't so
Baby cause my dough don't know how to end
But that independent thing I'm with it
All we do is win baby

I could be in love
But I just don't know (don't know, girl)
Baby one thing is for certain
Whatever you do is working
Other girls don't matter
In your presence can't do what you do
There's a million girls around but I don't see no one but you

Baby you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this
Girl you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this

Diamond girl,
Only one in the world,
Just one of a kind,
She mine.

Ooh all that I can think about is what this thing could be
A future baby
Baby you're one of a kind
That means that you're the only one for me
Only one for me

Baby (girl) you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this
Girl you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this

hari yg teruk untuk first day working.. :(

Hari nie first day kjew on this week and on this year ( Monday_2nd January 2012 ). Tahun baru aku dismbut dgn pnuh rse marah, kecewa, sebak dan sedih. Sunnguh dramatik hidup nie. Nak tau knpe? Hanya sebab aku nk cuti arie selasa n rabu nie.. Bukannye lame pown,,cumer 2 hari jeq. Lagipown aku bknnyer amek cuti just 4 fun n 4 enjoying on myself. Aku amek cuti sbb aku ader urusan, urusan yg agak pnting bgi diriku.
         3hb,,aku perlu hidupkan road-tax n insurans kereta aku. Pada hari yg sme jugak aku nk tlong insan tersyg untuk mndapatkan pkerjaan. Aku tak sanggup melihat dia dileter dan dimarah oleh kedua org tuanya. Aku dah berjnji dengannya, begitu juga dgn kedua org tuanya.
         4hb,,aku perlu menghdri “cute class” untuk exam aku.. Aku dah pernah failed sekali dlm exam nie,, so aku bertekad,,tulah merupakan kli terakhir aku failed. Aku kne re-sit exam on february. So aku perlu mnghadri setiap class utk mmberikan tumpuan yg spenuhnya. Exam aper..?? x perlulah tau..t dah pass,,bru seronok nk hbohkan...
         Back to the original story.”tak payah lar cuti,,kjew bnyk nie. Settlekan krje dlu bru amek cuti..”. What the meaning of all this..??? Nonsense...!!! Mcm2 alasan n statement dy bgi sbb x nak bgi aku cuti. Kerja tu lar,,,kjew nie lar..”Kamarul,,u dont have any responsibility at all at yourself..!!!” aku tersentak dgr kate2 dia.. Memang da sah org tua nie da gler.. Lbih kurg stu jam lbih dy maki hamun aku,,mlemparkan kate2 kesat,,n u know what the best thing on this part..??i got a happy ending,,yes,,very happy ending... “No kamarul,,i not approve your leave..!!” alhamdulillah,,, 1 jam lbih aku thn tlinge just for waste my time..nothing..!!!nothing benefits for me...
          4 Thun aku krje menjge prestasi dan reputasi aku. Aku sakit,, aku masih tetap berkerja, hanya untuk menyiapkan semue pekerjaanku. Aku masih berkerja lebih masa, walaupun tidak berbayar. Aku bekerja sampai lewat mlm, kdg2 sampai x blik rumah, diwaktu semue org sedang leka dibuai mimpi indah..Bukan niat aku untuk mengungkit perbuatanku.. Tapi cukuplah sekadar memahami erti tanggungjawab didlm diriku..Akhirnya,, semua aku akhiri pda hari nie.. Bisikan iblis durjane mengakhiri perbualn kami...
         Apa salahnya kalau approved jeq cuti tue...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tak payah lar smpai nk mki hmun,,ckp aku x der responsibility..Berkecai hati nie dgr tau x... :'( ..So sad till can't think about it anymore... :'(